Hiding inside

building and building
further and further
harder and harder

falling further
taking longer

walls are high
supplies are few

burning and churning
never knowing
always guessing

The thoughts that lurk
between my ears
Are not meant to be shared
Too dark
Too painful
Too wrong
You wouldn't think of me the same if you knew
If you knew how i felt
If you knew what I wanted
THe secrets i hold
are secrets not just from you
They are secrets from me
There are things I must never know


*I don't even remember writing this one - no date - it had no title - and I can't find it again