Like floating in space
weightless
at ease
Feeling nothing
numbness
not peace
Wanting more
wishing
oh please
5-13-09
This is to be named and added to later, I know there's more but I can't feel it right now
Posted by Denise Wednesday, May 13, 2009 at 9:52 AM
Like floating in space
weightless
at ease
Feeling nothing
numbness
not peace
Wanting more
wishing
oh please
5-13-09
This is to be named and added to later, I know there's more but I can't feel it right now
Posted by Denise Monday, April 6, 2009 at 12:09 AM
Once again I found myself sitting in the dark
Searching for the light, to guide me out this tunnel
the light was looking for me
In the stillness of my darkest night, it found me
So familiar, so clear
Reminding me that it had always been there
Waiting for me to be still
Hoping I would see it glistening and turn towards it
3-25-09
I don't like this one just yet but I don't know what to do with it either
Posted by Denise Tuesday, March 17, 2009 at 11:26 PM
When I said it meant nothing
I meant something
Months of pent up emotions
Exploded into a moment
I hoped to leave something behind
A trail to follow back
Longing to travel it again some day
Hoping to hold on
Now there truly is nothing there
Behind me is only darkness
I left no trail
For you, it meant nothing
3/16/09
Posted by Denise Saturday, January 31, 2009 at 10:10 PM
Burning deep
the world I don't have
heavy laying
the world I don't want
piercing through
the world I know
hoping the burning
lightens the load
destroying the pain
this world does show
*1-29-09*
Posted by Denise Sunday, January 11, 2009 at 7:21 PM
Another hole in my heart
longing to be filled
the possibilities are endless
my choices are few
Removing much
to make room for you
scared to let go
terrified of holding on
knowing for certain
only You can fill me
Once again I ask You
show me that You are all
with your love so amazing
*1-11-09*
Posted by Denise Friday, December 26, 2008 at 8:01 PM
You have a way
of changing my perspective
that no one can ever duplicate
My safety net is gone
you have left me no choice
but to look to you
To show me that your hands hold me
your hands guide me
your hands will never let me fall
Your hands have always held me
I have never needed my safety net
I've only needed to trust you
And always you will be there
holding, loving, supporting
I'll never need anything else
12-26-08
Posted by Denise Tuesday, December 23, 2008 at 12:56 AM
your words are like daggers
piercing my soul
ripping a part all that I am
As though you are pulling me down
making me feel your pain
hoping I'm never happy
You push away my words
and throw them back at me
words have lost their meaning
go ahead, my friend,
pierce me all you'd like
these wounds are not deep
Time will pass
I will rebuild
stronger than I am
*I'm not sold on this title*
12-23-08