7-15-02 Last Day

The day is clear
The air is perfect
You've tried it all
You've thought about everything
And everything leads to the same place
One big grand place
It's only grand if you reach it naturally
if it's forced....
it will be an eternal Hell

After such a wonderful day,
reality would be nice
Maybe even some pain
Nothing will ever be this grand again
So just end it now

Maybe the day was just a front
You didn't enjoy yourself
But you knew today was your last day
It didn't matter if it was your's or God's will
Tonight is the end
Tonight you will go down with the beautiful sun
But you will not rise with it

It's brightness makes you sick
It's a reminder of what will never be yours
And you will never be reminded again

~7-15-02~